i cannot take anymore, i seriously just cannot focus myself into studying. shit. its not like i dont want, and hate. but i seriously just CANNOT stop slacking. everyday i slack, wanna go shopping, wanna eat good food, just think of all the ways to spend money.
nabei, i cannot understand why im so spendthrift. its so irritating to think of where all the money is gonna come from. scary can, imagine next time go work, have to have so many responsibilities. rawr, why cant money just drop from the sky :(
imagine the person knows that you like him, and replies your texts all the time. HOW in the world can he just FORGET his phone in his toilet? and how is it POSSIBLE to NOT GET USED to checking his phone frequently? im so friggin irritated! like seriously, i wanna go out with him also need to keep asking, asking and ASKING! it seems as if im some charity case which he feels like spending his free time on, whenever he likes.
I dont wanna sound all needy and all, but seriously, i just wanna have a proper outing with him before school re-open! :(
i should totally rant about weixiong too. I made it clear to him that i dont want to have anything to do with him already, but since i told sylvia, i think i should totally expect her to tell him. BUT NOOOO. I NEVER. wtf. I TOLD HER NOT TO SAY. and there she went, to tell him that im SAD. of all words, SAD! what in the world? it seems as if im desperate. fuckcheebyenabeiknn! noooooooo. fuck it. i DONT WANT your pity, LEE WEIXIONG. i dont give a fuck if you care about me or not. just go back to your precious SERAPHINA LO.
and dear Evelyn, i dont see why youhave to be so desperate to copy people. We put eyeliner, you also put, we wear high waist skirt, you also wanna wear, we learn cycling, you also wanna go? our forfeit for not learning is to sponser ice-cream, and you also do the same? seriously, can you have some originality? noooo, you dont seem to have.
whatever, screw life. _|_
