Ranting.

this is some stupid rant. its like, self absorption all over again.

i dont know why im trying so hard not to be judgmental, but the more i try not to be, the more i see my friends are. i dont know, but know i know how bitchy its like, how bitchy its like for people to look at me gossiping. its kind of inevitable to gossip, but i think sometimes, when someone just happens to do something or act in some way, its just, something they do without thinking you know. 

but probably, its hard to not stop. its just funny, isnt it. laughing at someone that was talking funny, having funn expressions and all? i know its funny, i laugh at people too. but i start to feel that its getting mean sometimes. 

i dont know why, i find myself totally unable to focus and study. its like, fucking stupid of me. why am i so easily distracted? WHY. i know, just like Anson said, we cant blame people when we get distracted. but still, i dont need to hang with people that distract me, i need people who can help me focus on the right track. 

cherish today, as tmr might not come.